sad

Basically, this post isn't gonna be the usual ones I post hahha.

It's gonna be more personal i guess.

It's been pretty bad for me hhaahaha,

So for the past month, I have to admit I went through things I've never thought I'll go through

NEVER I swear.

It's like things just never stop getting from bad to worst. 

And I have to say I wasn't able cope with it hahaha.

But well at least now I'm all mighty again. HAHA

Okay. Firstly, I guess that bothered me the most was, when I " lost " someone I never knew I would.

It was like something that used to be part of me was tore off.

I didn't know what to do of course. I was like lost.

Then came the overthinking part, hahah.

I figured it was my fault. Even though it wasn't. I thought that I was a problem.

" maybe I'm the one who causes the problem "

" maybe I was the reason why he/she cried "

Secondly, it was faking it.

I thought if I pretended to be happy, everything would be fine. But no. It got worst.

sigh ahaha. 

Lastly, it was about someone. I'm not gonna say more already cause then it'll be obvious.

But let me just say this. Toying with someone is not cool.

Have you ever consider how she'll feel?

Guys can be so heartless i swear.

It's like they stab you so hard and they don't know.

thanks to my mum and my friends hahaha.

restless nights and puffy eyes were put to a stop.

So whatever it is, just don't be negative, cause it can't solve shit. look at the positive side.

Don't even think of doing stupid things okay. 

The reason why I did this post isn't only to tell my story, and advice you, but it's also so in the future 

I can look back at this again so I won't redo my mistakes.

hahaha I'm sorry if it's damn wordy hahaha

and feel free to kik me @woooolicious if you want to share your story!

Stay strong, lovlies xx